Mourning

I'm in mourning for all that are lost, that are poor in spirit. You could be the richest person in the world, and yet be poor in the spirit of the Lord. And yet I mourn because for the longest time, I have done nothing. I now hunger and thirst for his love and mercy, so that I can be filled and overflow for the world to see.

The Lord has compassion for us, no matter the sin. If we turn to him and ask for forgiveness, he will give it to us. He is the friend of sinners and the family to the lonely. He touched the people others wouldn't go near, and loved all. Even at death he  asked is father to forgive them for they know not what they do. He took on all the sins of the world so that we could be saved. In Matthew 5:6 he said " blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they shall be filled." He wants to fill our cups so that they overflow with his love for the world to see.

You can't see me

Why do we think we can hide from you. We sit in the dark thinking you can't see us. We look around fearfully asking "are you there?" You stand there in silence, waiting on us to see what choice we make. When we make the right one, we know we should make, you answer "yes I am here with you" and shine a light for us to see our path.

Sunday best, outfits

Here are just a few things we like to wear to church, or just out around town. Yes my son and I have matching shirts that have skulls in the print.

The start of something big.

This is for anyone who feels they aren't able to go to church, cause they will be judged by the members of the church. The way I see things people have forgotten, the Lord said judge not for I will not judge you. Its been a hard road being goth and going to church, so far everyone has really welcomed us. I say so far cause the new paster that has started here feels that there is something wrong with us, just because we like to wear black all the time. I feel the Lord wants me to minister to anyone out there who wants to hear the word of God.  

I feel we should love and support one another, like the Lord showed love to everyone. He went to the people in the streets not the ones in the church of that time. We have people all the time look at us crazy for the way we dress, but it doesn't stop us from loving the Lord and doing what we can for him. I have done a lot of dumb things in my past from, drugs, drinking, love outside of marriage and a lot of hate to other people. I have been drag racing, I don't any more, but I was going down the track in a dragster  and lost it. I was doing 150Mph at 4.50 in the 1/8 of a mile while flipping. I don't remember anything, but being in the hospital,  and only a few minutes of a week in there. The lord had spared my life yet a second time to show me his love. I now have a tat on my back of angle wings and a scroll that says you can't outrun your guardian angle, and how true that is.